Cycle 4, some serious thoughts on spiral's part.
Posted: Sun May 09, 2021 3:13:18 pm
Hey big brother, fans if there really is an audience, Spiral is a confusing spot today. Our current Hoh, Amanda has been working closely with me, or at least closely according to my limited knowledge. Only problem is she wants to backdoor my close ally chelsia.
Here's my issue, Chelsia Is a strong player so she would definitely be a threat later on, but she's also firmly on my side so I have no real interest to see her go. However, I can't reveal this plot of Amanda's to her as I don't want the info being traced back to me, as I am trying desperately to maintain a persona where I am everyone's friend and am extremely trustworthy to them. To a degree this is true, I legitimately feel like I trust a lot of people right now. Parker, chelsia, aisleyne, Richard, glyn, amanda, shabaz, jennie, and others.
This leaves me in a position where I'm getting a ton of info, which is good as information is power! But it also puts me in a spot where I have power to change things for other people by revealing plans and where loyalties lie, but at great personal risk to my own game. In short, it's hard knowing so much information and not doing anything with it. I just think it's too early for me to change things. If I maintain my current position and continue to accrue information, then later on when there are less people, this power will have greater use to me.
Additionally I have been made aware of Shabaz's secret power to control someone for a week. I have considered the idea that he could've made this power up, either to gain trust, or to test if I'd leak the info to other people, but I don't think its false. I think he truly does have this power and I wonder how we could best use it and if there's anyway I can make it benefit me other than being a bystander. I'm not telling anyone about it, not yet anyways, as I do not need to lose shabaz's trust. The dude may be a bit of a madman, or pretending to be one, but it's better to be on his side than against him, that is for CERTAIN!
Anyways, DJ Spiral is signing off, hope whoever reads this gets some enjoyment out of my plights. Stay tuned to see what shady stuff Spiral may or may not eventually get up to. I'm a loyal guy, until I'm forced not to be, so who will be on the receiving end of the loyalty and power I have to offer?
Here's my issue, Chelsia Is a strong player so she would definitely be a threat later on, but she's also firmly on my side so I have no real interest to see her go. However, I can't reveal this plot of Amanda's to her as I don't want the info being traced back to me, as I am trying desperately to maintain a persona where I am everyone's friend and am extremely trustworthy to them. To a degree this is true, I legitimately feel like I trust a lot of people right now. Parker, chelsia, aisleyne, Richard, glyn, amanda, shabaz, jennie, and others.
This leaves me in a position where I'm getting a ton of info, which is good as information is power! But it also puts me in a spot where I have power to change things for other people by revealing plans and where loyalties lie, but at great personal risk to my own game. In short, it's hard knowing so much information and not doing anything with it. I just think it's too early for me to change things. If I maintain my current position and continue to accrue information, then later on when there are less people, this power will have greater use to me.
Additionally I have been made aware of Shabaz's secret power to control someone for a week. I have considered the idea that he could've made this power up, either to gain trust, or to test if I'd leak the info to other people, but I don't think its false. I think he truly does have this power and I wonder how we could best use it and if there's anyway I can make it benefit me other than being a bystander. I'm not telling anyone about it, not yet anyways, as I do not need to lose shabaz's trust. The dude may be a bit of a madman, or pretending to be one, but it's better to be on his side than against him, that is for CERTAIN!
Anyways, DJ Spiral is signing off, hope whoever reads this gets some enjoyment out of my plights. Stay tuned to see what shady stuff Spiral may or may not eventually get up to. I'm a loyal guy, until I'm forced not to be, so who will be on the receiving end of the loyalty and power I have to offer?