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Down to the Final 11! Two weeks to go until we finish. Congratulations!


1. Tonight's competitions both involved targeting your fellow houseguests. Is there any information you have gathered based on the results of those competitions?

2. Parker left in a split vote. Walk us through the events that led up to his eviction.

3. As the game ramps up towards the end, what part of your game is more important for you to make it to the final 3? Social, Strategic, Physical, etc.

4. How are you getting along with your fellow houseguests? Is there anyone you see yourself being friends with after this? Anyone you can't stand? Someone you wouldn't piss on if they were on fire?

5. Finally, this is the point to impress the jury. What's your next move to secure yourself the win? ​
 

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This is my twelfth confessional I think and I’m feeling stoked so I’m ready to get into it.

I’m gonna answer the questions out of order because I feel like it will be easier to walk you through the night that way. That’s all i got to say before hand lol

Starting with the second question and the vote tonight let’s just say I am feeling STOKED. icon_victory icon_egypt I try to say this in all humbleness but this week could have not worked out better for me. I wanted Parker and Aisleyne on the block because it ensured that Aisleyne would lose trust with whoever was against her and start to trust me more. Then I knew I had to make sure Parker went out the door because everyone loved him and he was the most dangerous social threat in the game. The week started with Adams nominations and he was jumping around between a few people but all I KNEW is that I had to get him to put Parker up. I don’t think I drove the decision of Parker and Aisleyne for him because he was already considering doing that but I DO think that I really helped get him to that point by emphasizing that if Parker won he would take Aisleyne off the block. icon_fingerwag From here once they were nominated, I needed three things to happen. Step one, start building mistrust between Aisleyne and the cast and pledge my allegiance to her. I was afraid that in the event Parker won POV and she ended up on the block against someone I didn’t want I’d have to go against my word but thankfully I didn’t. I knew that if I constantly was campaigning for her and keeping her aware of what was going on, it would have a HUGE payoff if she managed to stay because it would build so much trust with us two. The other thing I had to do was ensure that people felt comfortable voting for her to stay and rally those numbers. The last thing I needed was Parker to not win POV but I wasn’t even selected to play and I really can’t do anything to prevent that. Last night I was trying my best to talk to Sheila and Sezer even though Sezer kept shutting me down but I’ll get to that later. Then today I felt nervous that Sezer wasn’t gonna flip with us so I wanted to make sure that when Susie and I would talk, I would try to make any magic happen with her to get her to vote with us. Then best case scenario happens, Parker doesn’t win POV and Susie tells me she’s gonna vote to keep Aisleyne. icon_bananadance I feel on cloud 9 at this point because I’m like we have the votes we are set. Then I realize, Jen who was imperative to this vote, was not active and without her vote this plan would not work. icon_eek icon_chaos I then go into overdrive talking to Sezer but he wouldn’t respond. I’m really getting frustrated with people getting paranoid and flipping their vote that’s what Susie did against Sheila and if Sezer didn’t mess up his vote he would’ve done the same against Aisleyne. When Sezer wasn’t responding i then come to find out that Adam is telling Amanda that susies vote is locked against Aisleyne. It’s at this point where my entire mood switches and I’m confident my effort to get Parker out was gonna go to waste. I wasn’t sure how much I could bank on Susies vote especially since Adam was saying he had Susie on lock and they’ve been inseparable. I start to lose hope and then the votes come out and i see only 7 people voted so I realize then and there someone else messed up in addition to Jen not voting. The vote goes 3-3 and my heart is pounding I’m just as nervous for this vote as I was for my own and I reveal the next vote and it was PARKERS. icon_mml icon_yahoo icon_yahoo icon_mml

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The excitement I felt when it was Parker and I realized that the plan really worked was insurmountable. Up to this point in the game, I feel like I have built these strong social connections and I could have some arguments to make in the final jury but nothing strong enough to garner a win. Up to this point in the game, I don’t feel like ive done anything super remarkable in terms of getting someone out as I have not won anything and I knew coming into this week this was my once chance to shine. I’m not gonna take FULL credit of the Parker move because granted, I am not the one who nominated him. The HOH takes credit for that but I truly feel like that’s not to dismiss what I’ve done this week. Adam and most of the cast wanted Ais gone and I worked overtime to gather those votes to keep her and get Parker packing. icon_hunter I have wanted him gone for weeks now because I knew I couldnt trust him and that next to Adam he was playing a great game. He had the social game and the determination as he almost flipped the Sheila vote as well; all the reasons to make it to the end and win. I also knew that if Parker were to get eliminated that Jennie and Spiral would both feel instantly closer to me because we wouldn’t have Parker in between each of our relationships; since I knew they prefer Parker over me. Dude, when Spiral came up to me after Parker got out and said I guess you’re my new number one now I have never felt more excitement. icon_chaos icon_bow It was just executed perfectly with votes against Aisleyne making her doubt so many people in the cast and feeling more indebted to me, to having people feel like they are more dependent on me. I by no means am trying to sound cocky but this was truly the best thing that could’ve happen and I feel like this week i really took a grip on the wheel of my game. :celebrate:

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Im gonna come back to my game in a second when I answer question 3 but first I want to talk about another question, the HOH question (question 1). I didn’t really think anything crazy happened from this competition I felt like everyone was just kinda going for whoever so it didn’t make it look like they were targeting a specific person. Three things I did want to note though that I thought were funny or are notable were for starters, James being the one who took me out. I’m telling you I feel like the story of me and James’s relationship this season will be him constantly taking a fat shit on me lmfao. :poo: :poo: It would only be fitting in a truly ironic fashion that of all people to eliminate me in that challenge, it would be James. I’m not mad about it I just find it funny. The second thing I want to note is how everyone started coming for him back to back. It was honestly nice to see him get some karma. :relieved: :rofl: Third, of course dude the first person I target in the challenge Susie wins the whole thing. I’m cautiously hoping that she did not view that as me targeting her in the game. Susie winning the HOH was admittedly the second worst case scenario. James winning was by far the worst case because I had no idea what he would do and it just seemed like a crap shoot. However, Susie is also not great because she really can do anything or shoot at anyone. icon_hunter icon_bb For starters, she isn’t nominating Adam who is the biggest threat of the game right now which sucks. That makes everyone feel nervous because we all feel like we’re in that same pool of people who don’t stand out as threats. Also, other than James, no ones does anything to necessarily screw her over. If she wants to target and get James out this week I’m all for it but I’m not gonna push any ideas onto Susie because we don’t have that bond and all I want is for her not to nominate me.

As the game starts moving towards the end which is crazy and sad to think about that it’s almost over, I know my social and strategic game will be more important than ever to get there. All season, I have been advocating that my social game is my strong attribute and this remains true to this day. I think I have the trust of Amanda (obviously), Aisleyne, Jen, Sheila, Spiral, Sezer (maybe), and a hopeful guess with Jennie. icon_console These evictions from now on are gonna be INCREDIBLY important to have every last vote. You need to be fleshing out bonds as hard as you can because if you don’t have all the love from everyone around you, you won’t be able to last. The strategic game I’m trying to flex a little more too because I still need to build a case for me to utilize in my final speech. icon_read icon_read My next move to impress the jury right now is taking Adam out. However, that doesn’t look like it’s gonna happen so it’s getting James out ideally next. James is too much of a wildcard and someone being a shield doesn’t mean anything to me anymore when it’s about having strong social connections at this point. From here, I’m not really sure who will be the ideal target but I’ll decide later when it comes time.

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Alright time for the final part of my diary rooms my social connection rankings:

#1 Amanda: Number one is Amanda it will always be Amanda. I am fiercely loyal if you get in this slot and even though Amanda might be threatening, I can’t take her out. It’s my goal now to outplay her so if we do make it to the end my jury case is better than hers. :loveeyes:

#2 Spiral: Exactly what I wanted to happen, happened. I think Spiral and I will continue to build our relationship and he will never want to blindside me. I think I found a new Richard and he found a new Parker as he claims. As long as he doesn’t try making any bonds with James this will be incredibly beneficial. :hattip:

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#3 Aisleyne: My girl Aisleyne made it out of this week and I know she doesn’t want to see me go. Getting Parker out was great because now I don’t feel nervous about a potential bond she has with him and we can just focus on us two. I think she feels indebted to me for helping her so much so I know that trust is there. She is a little threatening but I need her right now because I need a strong trust support system. icon_bananadance icon_clap2

#4 Sheila: Sheila has not missed me for this game yet other than when she took me out of the first HOH lmfaoo. She pulled through with the vote tonight and I think she has a lot of trust with me. We’re in a great state in our relationship right now. icon_lol icon_lol

#5 Jen: I’m extremely pissed she wasn’t active tonight as it almost cost us the entire vote. However, I’m very positive she would have voted with us and it worked out anyways so it’s okay. I know she is viewed as an easy pawn but I don’t think she has the desire to backstab me so I really have a lot of trust for her. icon_punish

#6 Jennie: Look, I love Jennie, but I just don’t think I can trust her so much right now. She doesn’t talk enough game and I don’t know where her head is at. That being said, one of her best allies went home and I know she still trusts me, so I’m hoping to fill the role that Parker was playing for her. Once she proves I can trust her I will but for now I’m still going to be hesitant. icon_huh icon_huh

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#7 Sezer: What is this guy doing man. I keep saying that I know James’s relationship with Sezer is gonna be the death of me and I feel it still to this day ever since I said it way back at the start of the game. His vote tonight made me lose an insane amount of trust in him. He is too wishy washy. I really don’t like that he didn’t vote with me and i didn’t like that he didn’t tell me and I REALLY don’t like that he was so easy to flip. I cant play with players who flip last minute like he did because they are paranoid. I still trust him and I won’t show any mistrust to him but it definitely made me view him differently. icon_glare icon_glare

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#8 Susie: Susie if you’re reading this as HOH I really trust you lmfao. For everyone else, yeah Susie is scary man. She’s a loose canon and after the vote where she flipped on him I don’t know how to feel. On one hand i say to myself great, she’s not Adams lap dog! On the other hand I’m like shit, she’s also extremely wishy washy and will do whatever as she already flipped on Adam. I really will have to butter her up and say what I need to say so I stay off the block this week; even if that means proposing a deal or an alliance. I still want her gone though but I just don’t view her as threatening as the last two. :shock: :cold: icon_spittake

#8 James: I’m sick of James lmfao. I don’t know what game he is trying to play with me I feel like he’s trying to make me look like a fool. That crazy made up alliance between me, Parker, Richard, and spiral that he told Amanda about thinking it was real, what was that? For someone who wants to build trust with me you seem to be spreading a lot of mistrust about me. As a person, I do find james funny but in the game I can’t do it. He’s impulsive, an extremely strategist, and too paranoid for my liking. He’s a threat and if I can do my best he’s going this week. icon_tomato icon_punish icon_angry2

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#9 Adam: I promise when I say I do find it disheartening to put him this low. I feel like he does really trust me and I do find him to be a great guy. I have no more of a reason to trust him less than I do Sezer, as Sezer has done more wrong for me I feel like. However, he is without a doubt the biggest threat and he needs to go. I will do everything in my power to get him eliminated because he cannot make it to the end. Hes strategic and he’s physical but he’s missing the social aspect and I’m gonna focus on that and make sure that’s the reason he’s sent packing. I’m sorry Adam lmfao I hope you don’t take it the wrong way if I am able to get you out before me. icon_scared icon_thumbdown

Either way tonight was an amazing night. Tonight and even the bad nights make me feel happy to be in this game and I’m honestly having so much fun. It’s just a really great experience and I feel grateful to have been casted when I know I may not be the most promising character. Tonight was the first step to my road to victory and I really hope I can make it. icon_king

Other than that, I’ll catch you guys with another confessional soon
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Are the gifs and emojis overkill I was looking at confessionals from other seasons in stranded and I think mine are maybe doing the most lmfao :crine: I just didn't want to get called out again for having only walls of text LMAO
 

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Glyn wrote: Mon May 17, 2021 12:42:55 am Are the gifs and emojis overkill I was looking at confessionals from other seasons in stranded and I think mine are maybe doing the most lmfao :crine: I just didn't want to get called out again for having only walls of text LMAO
I personally enjoy flashy :woozy:
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Well guys im not gonna lie I was pretty down today. icon_cry I wasn't as defeated as I was portraying myself to everyone, I more so wanted everyone to feel sympathy for me and say oh look Glyn is so sad there's no way we should send him so I could garner votes. However, that’s not to say that I was NOT feeling down because I was. Was I shocked that Susie nominated me, no. I knew our zero bond was going to come back and haunt me and just the way she was talking to me I feel like I can read tones pretty well and I sensed it. I was mostly sad because I felt like my game was screwed. It sucked being next to Amanda and I was saying to myself if it was literally anyone else, I think I can stay but Amanda I’m not sure. I was running through the votes in my head and deep down I just knew it wasn’t gonna work in my favor. Adam and James are attached to Amanda ever since i distanced myself from them so that’s two votes right there, Jennie has a final 2 deal with her so that’s three, Sezer only talked to Amanda last night so that’s 4, and then who knew what Sheila would do so that’s 5. I wasn’t completely moping though because I was ready to get down into the votes to save my ass. I knew I’d have an argument against her and it was possible to save myself I just knew it was gonna be hard. icon_weep icon_spittake Especially after Susie won the POV it was just humiliating. I’m so frustrated over not being able to win any competitions I’m seriously trying. Yeah I won the comp with Sezer but I feel like that doesn’t count because I didn’t become HOH and I had a partner.

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I was driving when susie told me im going up so this is the best example of how I was feeling. No tears though I wasn't that sad :fist: :strong:

However, I think today I made some strides in my game in certain areas. No matter who won between Susie and Spiral I think I could’ve been saved from the block. When Susie won I was defeated but I knew I had to sign my life away. icon_read Was a single one of my deals I was about to make with her gonna be truthful, nope, but I was ready to make them all. I could not afford being on the block and I certainly could not afford being next to Amanda. However when we redid it and Spiral won it was even better because he was 100% going to save me. I have to take a moment to appreciate the reason for why I pushed so hard to take Parker out. I knew that when taking Parker out, Spiral would turn to me as his number one and this competition proved it! icon_sweat icon_mml Look, I may have not won anything but I’ve been playing to my strengths and it pulled off in the most important way today. I may not be the biggest most influential character here, but I know my social game and my strategic game too a little have been strong! I’m extremely bummed that Sheila is the causality of all of this but it’s okay she wasn’t doing much for the game anyways so I’m not gonna cry over it. I just wish we could make it farther together but there’s only so much you can do. :quiet:

Moving forward I’m gonna try not to get discouraged so easily. By no means when I get discouraged am I gonna give up because I fight tooth and nail to the end; as we saw today when I was already going around campaigning for votes. I just need to boost my confidence up more because I read very easily when I started getting down on myself. I have to win this next HOH and get Susie and Adam on the block. That is the number one way to ensure I have a case to present to the jury so I will do everything in my power. Adam will try to butter me up but I am not hearing it this is a move I need to do. I made it to final 9 though guys I’m so excited! 6 more evictions I have to survive and then I make it to the big ending point. :celebrate: :celebrate:

I’m also disappointed Sezer quit. I was expecting a lot more from him because weve made it so far we’ve been playing this game for nearly 3 weeks now and you’re just gonna quit over a vote you messed up? I’m gonna miss him as a person and as an ally who I don’t think would have voted me out but it makes my ride to the end easier. :steamy:

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I’m not gonna go into any of them but just quick social ranking update with Sezer gone and after today’s events:

#1 Amanda: My main girl :grin:

#2 Spiral: My main guy :laugh:

#3 Aisleyne: Shes really trustworthy for the time being. :cool:

#4 Jen: She’s a great girl who will never turn on me. :hattip:

#5 Jennie: She’s a work in progress as far as our relationship goes but I love her as a person. icon_ha

#6 Sheila: Shes probably gone next but I’ll miss her. icon_search

#7 James: Has caused me more stress than anyone in this game but in a surprise turn of events I trust him a little bit more after how he acted towards me today. icon_glare

#8 Susie: Shes playing for second in my eyes. Taking out me and Amanda was a scared move when her biggest target is right next to her. icon_yucky :barf:

#9 Adam: Hes a great guy but he has to go and I want to be the one to take him out. :thumbsdown:

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Thank you to those reading these diary rooms lmfaoo and ill see you with another diary room soon..
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I am excited for this one

1. Who is the biggest jury goat?
-Jen

2. Who would you most expect to be asked back for an All-Star season?
-James

3. Who is the most likely to win the game?
-Adam

4. Who does not deserve to still be here?
-Susie

5. Who would you trust with your life?
-Amanda

6. Who do you think has the most enemies on the jury?
-Adam

7. Who do you hope to never interact with again after the game?
-Susie

8. Who is most likely to stab you in the back?
-James

9. Who mistakenly thinks they are in control?
-James

10. Who is the biggest strategic threat in the game?
-James

11. Who's the biggest gossip?
-Amanda
 

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1. Who is the biggest jury goat?
-Jen

2. Who would you most expect to be asked back for an All-Star season?
-James

3. Who is the most likely to win the game?
-Adam

4. Who does not deserve to still be here?
-Susie

5. Who would you trust with your life?
-Amanda

6. Who do you think has the most enemies on the jury?
-Adam

7. Who do you hope to never interact with again after the game?
-Susie

8. Who is most likely to stab you in the back?
-James

9. Who mistakenly thinks they are in control?
-James

10. Who is the biggest strategic threat in the game?
-Adam

11. Who's the biggest gossip?
-Amanda
 

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