Isolated: Espionage

1. Chelsia and Shahbaz are evicted back to back with a Prisoner's Dilemma in the mix. Were you shocked by some players' answers in the Prisoner's Dilemma? What was your reaction to seeing two large targets in Shahbaz and Chelsia go in one night? Was this the ideal outcome for you?

I love that twist because it is always interesting to see how it plays out but there was some things I knew would happen. Sezer and Glyn not betraying each other? That was to be expected and Adam and Chelsia stabbing each other in the back (probably the front) was coming the minute I saw that duo. As for me and Shelia, we both didn't have any beef with each other, we had no reason to not betray each other, even if there was an extra round of safety. I did consider screwing her over to get it but why make an enemy for no reason, especially when you don't know what is gonna happen. I thought it would just make more of a threat to my name more than anything. If you didn't have to get an enemy, why would you? Amanda playing Spiral was a surprise though! I think it just puts something on her though, she was the only person to betray someones trust there. So that was a different mess that was coming up and then we had to choose between Adam, Chelsia and Spiral. As much as I liked Chelsia and I knew she wasn't coming after me, I knew the votes were all going on her. Spiral was more friendly and Adam, I wasn't going to do Adam like that. My alliance with Chelsia was something that died when Pete left, so I wasn't too amiss to let her go even if I liked her. Especially when I knew she had a lot of deals that didn't include me. Can't blame her though.

As for Shahbaz though, thank god. Like so much of my negativity I was getting in this game and the target came from him being such a pain. Like with him constantly begging people to throw me on the block, spreading rumours and sending me weird messages and threats, it was just something that constantly weighed me down. I came in and I would just have everyone sending me messages saying that he was throwing me under the bus again, he was telling everyone to throw me up and honestly, that shit just got tiring. I was just getting the vibe that whatever I did, I would still have someone shitting on me and like, it just wasn't a fun spot. I came here to have fun and no matter how much I tried to get him over it, he would just troll me again and again and I was just getting tired of constantly having to deal with it. It was not fun and I came here to have a good time and I kinda just started to fade away with the constant bad vibes here. I got persuaded to keep him and I had hoped that me saving him may just get him to harrass someone esle for a while but luckily, people took him out and now I feel like I can have a fresh start. A new game without the constant needling and shit talking about me.

2. Tonight was a full day of events with HoH through Eviction in one night. Were you pleased to see James win Head of Household?

I wasn't really pleased! James is someone I like but we didn't really have much of a realtsionship but yet again, Susie gets thrown up as a pawn and let me tell you that I am getting real tired of being a pawn in this game. I have letting myself just chug along and play for Group B but its clear that none of them really have me high up their agendas, so why not jump ship when people want me to? I need to seek out greener pastures, because my current ones are rotten. James has alliances with almost everyone and it came out and we all know it but nobody seems to care as of yet, so we will see what happens there. I thought I would have had a decent shot but yet again, Susie flops in the HoH. I peaked in the first challenge and I haven't done shit since in the win catergory! Give me that big old L for my HoHs but I think I can come back and be a force in this game, I have been half decent in the vetoes! BAck to the point, James won the HoH and with what happened, not happy with that! Had the results stayed the same, I think I would have left over Richard as he had a lot of friends in the game.

3. What was your reaction to the initial nominations of Richard and you? When Adam won Veto, what was your reaction to his decision to veto you, and were you shocked by James's Renomination of Glyn?

I was more surprised by the Richard nom than I was than the one for me! I honestly thought James would have thrown up two people from Group B, as it would have been the easiest thing to do but we all know that he has deals with everyone coming out of the wazoo! I knew I had been a target because I had been a target coming down all game, ever since the early rounds. I knew Adam and I have had a few rumours we were allies but we just decided fuck it, might as well make it concrete if they have always been trying to say it. Why not go for it for real! So I did try to pick him but I misread the veto picks and he was already picked. I thought I would be able to smash it out and when I found the veto quickly, I thought that "Yes Susie!" and that this would be the big time for me to make myself safety. I was gutted to see it had already been found, that I had been beaten to it! When Adam came to me and said he would save me, I was estactic! Glyn went up and I was surprised by that, I thought him and James had a better relationship but it seems like it was done to get out Richard. I don;t know what Richard did to James but I was gonna go with the majority on this one, I had no skin in that game. Everyone seemed sad to kick Richard out, but I know if I had been there and died, they wouldn't have cried about me!

4. How do the past day's events change the game, and are you beginning to look at things beyond the surface level? As an individual game, are you playing the best to make the end and win, or are you playing to what the house wants?

Honestly, I am well aware of my position in this house. I am at the bottom, people view me as someone who is just there, ok at challenges and isn't that well connected, which is why I have been on the block. I know a lot of this was down to me just having a rough time of it in the past week and losing that fire, but you know what, after knowing I made the jury, I feel like I have a new lease of life in this game. I have people who want to work with me, I have made it here even if the people don't think I have earnt it, fuck them, I made it here the same as them. They may be doubting me, thinking I am weak and not really here but I can make my mark. This is a new round, a new game for me and I will be a new Susie. I am not gonna be that player who just faded away to nothing, I am gonna give myself that kick up my arse I should have done earlier on. I am not going to tell myself I can't, because I can and I know I can. I have it in me to turn this all around and make myself a major thought. I may have been playing for the house and just going with the flow but now I am here to make my impact and play to win. I have had more ups and downs than anyone else here and fuck it, I am not gonna let those dark clouds that were filling my head hold me down no more. The State of Susie is making a comeback and its gonna be sensational.

5. Finally, with the jury beginning, how can you set yourself apart from your competitors in order to win? The house is dramatically shrinking in size, there is no longer any place to hide. Who do you see as your biggest threats, and who is sneaking under the radar, potentially taking up space in the endgame? ​

The biggest threats in my eyes right now are Amanda and Spiral for the winning spot. Amanda has been crushing this game with her allies always protecting her and Spiral is quite the challenge beast and he isn't as sleazy as Parker is. Parker is someone who I really liked but I know he has been throwing me under the bus and telling people to throw me up. I know they all thought I would toe the line and stick to group B but fuck it, I am not gonna play that game anymore. I am over them using me for a shield, they can figure themselves out because I am done with them. I think Jennie is the person who has been sneaking under the radar the most, but she is doing well, this isn't shade. She is on nobodys radar as a target and you know what, good for her. She is making the top 6 easily at this rate.