I don’t feel like making a full complete diary room so I will just be answering the questions!
I said in my last diary room but I’ll say it again I’m pissed that Parker came back in the game.
Him coming back just absolutely ruins all my plans. It makes spiral not as close to me anymore and it makes me even more hesitant about working with Jennie. In addition, he’s just gonna be a pain to get evicted again and honestly, he was just the worst to come back. He made my journey to the finale much harder so my plans with him is to get him out as soon as possible. I want to win this next HOH so I can nominate Parker and Spiral and at least get one of them eliminated. As long as one of them goes, I’ll be happy. Which one I prefer though I’m not sure. It’s similar to something I’m gonna get into later about Spiral having won HOH but it’s like do you take out the person who’s better at the game but is more likely to take you to the end (spiral) or take out the person who’s not at that good at the game but will not take you to the end (Parker). This is all assuming I survive this next round and I win next HOH so we will see.
Adam going tonight was the BEST news of the entire season.
I’m gonna be able to sleep a little easier knowing that I won’t have Adam running around saying shit about me or trying to take me out. It was obvious from everything he said that I was his number one target so I feel like Jennie in a lot of ways just did the dirty work for me. I got to be honest I guess the biggest threat Adam proposed to the game was his comp wins but I feel like the people who really benefitted the most from this was me, Parker, and spiral? This didn’t benefit Amanda or Jennie really at all as he was an easy and loyal number to them. Yes he was a threat but he was very loyal to them so it just seems questionable for them to do that. I’m glad they did but I’m not sure that was the smartest move. Regardless, I’m glad to see him gone. I’m also hearing he really wasn’t all that great of a guy and he was saying some pretty below the belt things.
Needless to say, happy to see him eliminated.
I was thrilled to see my boy zingbot come through and roast the houseguests.
I already had a feeling that he was gonna roast me for being Aaron from strandeds little brother and low and behold the little brother roast is gifted to me. I haven’t told a single soul about my brother, even Amanda because I didn’t feel like it was necessary so it did exposed me a little lol. I don’t think it raised any eyebrows except for Amanda but it’s such a pointless thing it’s not a big deal by any means.
I know my whole application was kinda formed around him but I hope I have been able to build an image separate from being his little brother LOL. Other than my roast I loved everyone else’s. My personal favorite was Adams but I also thought Jennies was a good honorable mention. It didn’t make me raise any eyebrows and honestly it made me feel good because I think Zingbot validated that I’ve been playing pretty good! I honestly wish he would come back and replace Parker.
With Spiral winning the HOH i feel okay. Spiral in my mind is better than Parker winning but it’s not ideal. I think he’s gonna stay true to his word and nominate James and Jen. This comes back to my earlier issue with Spiral and Parker where I have to decide which of these two I want to get rid of.
On one hand, getting rid of James eliminates a huge threat in the game and gives me a better chance at taking the win. However, on the other hand, James is willing to work with me to take me to the end while Jen is never active. Jen is such an easy pawn to take to the end because she won’t beat anyone but she also doesn’t win any comps. James can protect me with comp wins while Jen cannot. Jen is 10x easier to beat in the end though and an easy vote if I need her to keep me. You see the dilemma haha? I’m definitely leaning and will probably vote James out. At the end of the day, he’s just too big of a threat and I don’t think I can beat him in the end. I know that Jen fills a spot in a lot of people’s mind for an easy person in the finale which means one less spot for me, however I’m willing to chance that I’ll be sitting next to her. If James goes home this game is officially a free for all and all bets are off.
For the future to make it to the end, I need to get rid of the duo of Spiral and Parker, and make sure James goes home this week. Next HOH, it’s just Parker playing against me, Amanda, Jennie, and Jen (not really Jen but you get the point). I truly think if Jennie wins she will nominate Parker and Spiral which guarantees one of them go home. I was trying so hard to finesse her and make Jennie think that she could solely trust me. That way, if she wins the comp tomorrow as she has proven to be a comp beast, she will nominate them and we will be golden.
I just need them to go home because they are the last hurdle between me and the end. At that point, we get rid of Jennie and I really hope I can take the win. I have worked so hard in this game and I know Amanda has worked hard, but I feel like I’ve worked harder. Amanda has had a much safer path to this point and I feel like I’ve taken more risks. I think my social game has been stronger and I feel like a lot of the strategy we have had as a duo was driven. I’m not trying to sound cocky but I really think I have done enough to score me a win over her (at least as of right now). I need to win the HOH and take Parker and Spiral out myself so she doesn’t get that win for herself. I will no doubt take Amanda to the end but I need to get that HOH win for myself. I’ll even take Jennie winning it more than anyone else because at least I hope she won’t make it to the finale to add that to her resume.
I’m so close I can taste the end and I can taste the win.
I’ve played hard and I want to be crowned the winner so extremely bad. I don’t want to be the little brother of Aaron I really want to be Glyn the winner of Isolated. I’ve been active consistently and I’ve fought every day to get to this point. If I don’t make it to end I’ll be crushed but I will do everything in my power to get there. As long as Spiral sticks to the noms and everything goes as planned, I need to go into overdrive.